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[Jul. 15th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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| | NIN - We're in this together | ] |
http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1121479726tda
IM bored and i found this. its some crazy shit. everybody do it or i wont be your friend anymore. well later everybody
A good way to threaten somebody is to light a stick of dynamite. Then you call up the guy and hold the burning fuse to the phone. "Hear that?" you say. "That's dynamite, baby." :P
I love going down to the elementary school, watching all the kids jump and shout, but they dont know Im using blanks. haha thats so horrible
on the other hand, we have different fingers....oh man i crack myself up. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
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| | i hate liars | ] |
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| | third eye | ] |
comment or im deleting you sarah lynn ur ok airin ur ok and triangle ur ok. im deleting right now so comment and ill add u back |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|07:13 pm] |
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when i think everythings allright it turns around and blows up in my face. this is probably going to be my last entry. Ive lost interest with everything on the internet and pretty much everything in life. I think this is rock bottom. Ive finally hit it and it feels like im not coming back anytime soon. dont bother commenting, I wont get it. and thanks for everybody who tried to cheer me up....which is nobody. goodbye |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
Pendulum stops and falls away
Life sifted through like sand
Storms of summer rain
Flooding lifelines in our hands
Our skin of blood and bone
Gently close to dust and blows
Our home of blood and bone
Pulls through the ground and so....
Unstoppable
These feelings of loss
So unstoppable
Egging through to the marrow of bones
Just let it go
Pain willing in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall
And remember
When everything is typical
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I’ve found a place so magical
Goodbye....
See you another goodbye
I..See you another goodbye
See you another goodbye
See you another...
Peeling killers rise
Precious circle is mended
Sense vertigo in you
So I’ll be your halo
So unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you
Just remember
When everything is typical
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I’ve found a place so magical
But still please...
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sight
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sight
Remember
That nothing here is typical
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I’ve lost something so magical
And gone so far
Just remember
When everything seems difficult
I’ll be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
I’ll see you again
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye....
goodbyecruelworld |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 13th, 2005|05:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | talkative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tool - Prison sex | ] |
Today is friday the thirteenth. Friday the thirteenth marathon tonight. Im gonna go out walking all late tonight if i dont do anything else. So I was just reading through my old journals and i realized that im a pretty boring guy. I mean i liked all those good ol entries but i can just picture somebody reading the first few sentences and then leaving. I am feeling really talkative right now and i dont have anybody to talk to. So im gonna type it out of my system. I got some badass new WARWICK bass strings. They gotta be badass, i havent restrung my bass yet but i cant wait to do it. I sure do go through strings fast. Oh well, Im glad my parents are the ones buying the strings mostly. The past week has been pretty shitty but i guess im getting a little better. I just wish things were perfect. But nothing is perfect, and only one person i know is perfect. only 10 more days of school and 4 of them are short. I might not even have to go to a couple of them. If I dont pass my physics class this semester I have to take 2 sciences next year, but i should be allright. If i dont pass history i have to take 2 historys next year too, but i think im gonna be allright. I hope so. Im gonna be pissed if i dont get those off-campuses. People havent been hanging out with me lately. I wanna practice. I cant just keep playing our songs by myself. I need to call marco and see when he works and when hes off and see if he can practice. LOve is such a great thing. I love love. Sometimes it hurt...even though it shouldnt, but if its true love itll work out. For me its definatley true 100% love so i know itll work. someday. Ill wait till the end of time if i have to. I MIGHT BE ABLE TO SEE NIN. IM SO EXCITED. my sisters friend is rich and she said that she was gonna gothe other day. She knows that i like em a lot so she was gonna buy me a ticket ticket. well she cant go now but she says shes still gonna get me one. Ill pay her back someday. IF i get to see nine inch nails im gonna cream all in my little panties. I would feel bad for all those people who didnt get to go but that would be SO badass to see. she said that shes about 90% sure that i can go as long as i have a ride. THATS FUCKING AWESOME. I wanna hang out with a certain person. I wanna go see a movie and dinner or something like that. Itd be really fun. Just as friends. unless i hear otherwise. hmm well ive typed enough useless bullshit. for those of u who read it thanks. A comment would be nice. Its always nice to get input. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 |
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[May. 8th, 2005|11:28 pm] |
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Happy mothers day to all the mothers out there. hope you all had wonderful days. hmm well i guess thats it. LOOK AT MY OTHER JOURNAL. hmm well good night everbody. <3<3<3<3<3 |
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | plah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Radiohead - Creep | ] |
Im back. Its been a really long time since i updated this thing. I bet this will make someone out there happy to read. Hmm so...I dont really know what to talk about. I never do much anymore. I popped a string offa my bass...those things r so expensive too, it sux. I had a phenomenol day yesterday...except for in the morning...i was feeling kind of sick and it wasnt very good. But the rest of the day i got my sox rocked off. It was so much fun. just stayed home, layed around most of the day. got some stuff gave some stuff. Mothers day is coming up. Dont forget not only to get stuff for your mother but for your wifes, girlfriends, or babys mamas. Give the mothers all the love you can. I know im going to. Not my mom though just other peoples moms. I had to go to detention today cuz im a bad kid. I read a 200 somthing page book. It was rediculous. I wanna see that gurl o mine. its been a while. only 17 days of school left and 4 of them are early rlease. thats pretty cool. kind of exciting. Im gonna get my ozzfest tickets soon thatll be fun to see rob zombie and mudvayne and whatnot I mean stuff. Hmm Victoria, I like that picture of Estrea a lot. Your child is beautiful. I wanna practice but now with dairy queen and kellsie theres just not much time anymore. If this goes on I can sort of see the Kindred dwindling away to nothing which i never want to happen. KEEP IT ALIVE. well i guess thats all i gotsta say. <3 adios amigos |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|01:52 pm] |
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Im so bored. Nobody wants to play with me. All my friends r too busy for me :( it sux. Stupid people with theyre time consuming girlfriends and friends that are girls. I totally understand though...but still. sigh well nothing has happened interesting. Me and Marco bought some finger rockem sockem robots cuz I missed the bus on friday. We went to Hobby Lobby. I got a friend of mine a gift. I guess thats about all. SOMEBODY NEEDS TO HANG OUT WITH ME. IM LONELY and I wanna practice. *cough*marcoandairin*cough* |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
Today is tuesday. Taks testing sucks. blah blah blah. Girls are mean. Im sad. rec center show sucked. afterward sucked. everything sux. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|02:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mudvayne - Nothing To Gein | ] |
hmm its sunday i believe and this weekend has been allright i guess. On friday I woke up and went to the post office to get "Lost and Found":). That cd is so badass. Then I believe we practiced on saturdaycompleted a song for ReC. Then later on we went to hooters and ate. Wait we practiced on friday too. anyway then we went to hooters and ate then went back to jessica and ericas and then went home and went to sleep. Then i walked home in the 90 degree weather uphill for about 30 minutes and mowed a lawn. I want a super taco but i guess im not going to get one. oh well its ok<3 bye bye |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mudvayne - pulling the string | ] |
Hello everyone. Today is monday I think and I am so fucking tired. I wanna go to sleep but i decided to do this first. So I went to Battle of the Bands on saturday and the day was so perfect. We played -1 at the soundcheck without backups so the other bands probably weren't expecting much from us. SO all the other bands play Armada trying to show off and stuff as always and then It was our turn. We got up on stage and I dunno about the rest of the guys but I wasn't nervous at all. I felt really comfortable in front of all those people. So Josh made a little pre-planned speech at the beginning then we went into halloween song. Well I dunno if it was cuz we were rocking too hard or what but the lights went out except for the stage lights so It was all us. We were going all out headbanging screaming and whatever else we felt like doing. The crowd was all into it there was a circle pit at our first show. Then from halloween song to happy meal and that went good. People seemed to like my backups. Then self pleasure my personal favorite and of course end it off with good ol -1. It wasn't our best set there were screwups but we still sounded good. Then to end it all off a nice little bass solo. I dont think the Armada bass player liked that too much he probably thought he was better than me. Well we won it and some moolah and a badass trophy so we are officially the best band in Smithson Valley which is quite an accomplishment. Well then we went to the after=party type thing and played truth or dare on the roof and my girlfriend cheated on me. airin got some even though he probably shouldnt have marco had to watch brad all night so he didnt kill himself and thats about it i guess. Sunday we went and ate at Ryans to celebrate Ryans is so good. I ate so much. I mightve eaten more than all i could eat. Then went to school today and got congraluated a whole bunch I think Armada is pissed but i dont think they should be. We deserved it more than them. But not more than association and fire. they were really good i guess the crowd was just a little more into us. Well that was my weekend. Hopefully Ill have even more fun next weekend. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|01:38 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | airins little pussy burp | ] |
I am still at Airins. Well I went home for a couple days and now Im wearing shorts. Anyways, We played the game of life and I kicked some ass. uz Im badass at living. And were gonna clean up our practice area sometime today. We hung out with Kellsie yesterday. We went to the Lake and me and Victoria swam. It was pretty fun. Then we went back to Kellsies and watched the Incredibles and star ruined the movie. She told me the ending. It was still good. Ching Chang walla walla bing bang. and Im out.<3 |
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[Feb. 24th, 2005|04:53 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mudvayne - Prod | ] |
BATTLE OF THE BANDS IS APRIL 2. Dont forget, put it in your pocket planner, dont make any plans. Its on a Saturday. COME SEE US PLAY. We'll Rock yor fucking sox off. Today was cool, just a regular ol' "a" day. My mom freaked out yesterday and wanted to ground me for telling her the truth that I havent done drugs ina long time. She was gonna ground me for not doing drugs. Kinda fucked up parenting if u ask me. I guess thats about it. COME SEE US PLAY APRIL 2 at the High School....especially if u want us to win. But mostly come to hear the music. im gonna watch a Clockwork Orange now. later |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|01:53 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ians crappy guitar playing | ] |
Im at Airins house right now. Im hungry for some SUper Tacos. I hope that Marco gets here soon, we need to practice. He's got that badass new pedal were gonna go all out. I went to the movies and ate some chinese food yesterday with airin, josh, jessica, erika, cody, cory, and VICTORIA. It was allright even though the movie sucked big moncus balls and i dont like chinese food. Sugar water sure is good. Mudvayne sure was badass. like badass badass. i got to see my favorite band with my favorite person(s). THEY PLAYED SKRYING. it was so crazy. hmmmmmmmm well airin needs to get back to the comp. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|06:31 pm] |
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| | high | ] |
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| | Mudvayne - Nothing to Gein | ] |
What You Like | Created by dagxtwiggy and taken 20 times on bzoink! | | 10 random friends you have | | 1. | Victoria | | 2. | Airin | | 3. | Joshua | | 4. | Marco | | 5. | Estrea | | 6. | Whitney | | 7. | Kevin:/ | | 8. | | | 9. | | | 10 | | | 9 animals that you like | | 1. | Lizards | | 2. | Zebras | | 3. | Ryknows | | 4. | Dogs | | 5. | Squirrels | | 6. | Monkeys | | 7. | Seals | | 8. | Dolphins | | 9. | Bunnys | | 8 bands that you will always listen too | | 1. | MuDvAyNe | | 2. | Tool | | 3. | Slipknot | | 4. | A Perfect Circle | | 5. | Nine Inch Nails | | 6. | Mushroomhead | | 7. | Coal Chamber | | 8. | Marilyn Manson | | 7 movies that you could always watch | | 1. | Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory | | 2. | The Nightmare Before Christmas | | 3. | Edward Scissorhands | | 4. | Live Dosage | | 5. | All Access To All Things | | 6. | Distasterpieces | | 7. | Guns, God, and Government | | 6 foods that you'll never get sick of | | 1. | Dog | | 2. | horse ear | | 3. | Pigs feet | | 4. | Leg of Lamb | | 5. | cow eyes | | 6. | Hotdogs | | 5 Places that you've always wanted to go | | 1. | Mars | | 2. | The Moon | | 3. | Disney World | | 4. | Canada | | 5. | Madagascar | | 4 actors/actress that you love to watch | | 1. | Johnny Depp | | 2. | Chad Gray | | 3. | Matthew McDonough | | 4. | Ryan Martinie & Greg Tribbett | | 3 books you'll never be able to put down | | 1. | James and The Giant Peach | | 2. | Marilyn Manson | | 3. | | | 2 colors that you love to see | | 1. | Blue | | 2. | Green | | 1 thing that you absolutley can't live without | | 1 | My Bass | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
I went to Josh's today and had lots of fun. We had a firework war with Josh and Kevin and that was pretty fun. There were no punks and it was really windy so it was kind of hard. I need to get some fireworks. It sure is getting cold outside, if it were just a little warmer itd be better.
Sometimes life seems like a dream, especially when I look down and see that I forgot to put on my pants. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|12:20 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
Today is Sunday and I don't have school tomorrow:). Yesterday I went shopping for like 8 fucking hours. I hate shopping. Im about to hang out with my best buddies Marco and Airin and thatll be fun. Christmas is pretty soon and I dont have anything for anybody:\. I think that makes me a bad friend. I need a job, and a car......oh well. Life is allright, just need to find myself someone to hold*sigh*. Yep....
If I ever opened a trampoline store, I don't think I'd call it Trampo-Land, because you might think it was a store for tramps, which is not the impression we are trying to convey with our store. On the other hand, we would not prohibit tramps from browsing, or testing the trampolines, unless a tramp's gyrations seemed to be getting out of control. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tool - Parabol | ] |
I am no longer grounded. It wasn't much of a grounding, but at least now I can practice. I just got The String Tribute to APC and it is quite amazing. I had a lot of fun yesterday...and friday was the craziest day of my life. I can play Dig now and I am very happy. I've been trying to play that song since I got my bass and I finally did it. I have figured out that I am a reject and girl are somehow repelled from me. Oh well....thats life.
If trees could scream, would we be so cavalier about cutting them down? We might, if they screamed all the time, for no good reason. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2004|12:44 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
I dont really have anything to say.....if you read this journal please comment on it. I wanna know if I should keep it anymore. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|06:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mudvayne - pharmaecopia | ] |
I guess I'm feeling a little better. Due to some recent circumstances I am quite a bit happier. nowhere near as good as i should be though. but happy nonetheless. I recommend everybody go and listen to "fucking Determined" Mudvaynes new song on www.mudvayne.com . Also aMOTION came out very recently If your an APC fan you'll like it. Well I guess thats about it...Today's my moms birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM. The end
Instead of having 'answers' on a math test, they should just call them 'impressions' and it you got a different 'impression' so what, can't we all be brothers? |
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